sorry didn't post anything this 2 weeks busy of holiday ! ahayyy! when to china for 1 week then sg 2 days then tj.pinang-agro 3 days but I don't feel tried at all weird isn't it ?
tell you the truth, not really enjoy this holiday even though I go to so many place cause their is nothing awesome like seriously -_- when at china I was super miserable, u know why ? I don't eat so much at china not used with those china's food super salty and heavy flavor i feel like wanna puke right now ! :& I'll post it tomorrow or this saturday connection so shit ! hardly upload pic
just got back today from tj.pinang my skin are super red right now we were playing those water sports at this 11 o'clock damn! super nice ! especially that marble (y) (y) i want to play that again ! but you really need to grab the holder super tied or else, you will fly ( i think ) haha
cry cry cry...
I'm such a crybaby !
cry yesterday night and this morning
my parent is just so emotional
i did nothing wrong this morning...
going down as usual at 7.30
and my sister keep on complaining
she's complaining that we're gonna be late
and the fuckess things,
they scold me for going down late
my parent were so furious at that time
they still blaming for that accident
I know,
they STILL blaming me !
Come on dad and mum !
this is what the risk of driving !
why can't you guys just accept it and stop blaming on me ?!
PLEASE !
your words haunted me !
yesterday night, around 10.30++ I cried !
I'm thinking what did my parent said and the accident scene
cry a lot !
I never cry till like this before
really really hurt at that time :(
then today morning, crying while driving
but not cry till like yesterday night.
then at the school too !
when mandarin class...
no teacher and some of my friend when to medical check up
I cried in front of linda
i never cry in front of my friend before
this is the very first time
I just feel so fucking SAD !
my mood really down at school today !
I'm hoping tonight, my parent won't scold me again
won't get mad at me when I do something wrong
please please please
I really can't stand it.
I don't want to cry anymore !
please help me god !
x
today, a very bad day for me !
hit a motorcycle today !
and sibe cui dpn nya
i don't really understand why the infront can be crush until like that
actually, I just hit his back only
yet, my car only got few scars only
I just don't get it !
at first i didn't want to pay.
but the biggest mistake lies on me!
if I didn't hit his back, then he won't hit the in front car and then infront cover won't crushed
yeah of course dad scold me like hell!
and he don't even give me a chance to explain about this
he keep on blaming me
yes, this is my fault
i won't fight back
but deep inside of me, I really wanted to fight back
it just... sigh :(
luckily, they didn't fall down
if they fall down,
mgkn saja gw bisa2 ke lindas mrka
ugh..........
i was texting with my violin tch at that time
aku ada rem.
tapi agak lepas2 gitu rem nya
jadi masih jln mobil nya
and suddenly hitted the motor
really fuck one
my sister, not tell me if I am so close with the motorcycle
she just keep on silent
and when I hitted the motorcycle she say something
I'm like WTF !
haish, let it flow
this is the last time I will hit any transportation !
seriously, I should really not play phone when driving
it really will make accident sia !
learn my mistake liao !
drive carefully !
don't try to play with your phone while driving guys !
REMEMBER THAT !
yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY INDONESIA !
66 years old already
thanks for giving me a home like this
thanks you so much !
where I can eat all spicy food in here
my family, my friends, my car, my home
gah, just can't find this in overseas !
illegal driving licenses.
HAHA !
celebrated it in school yesterday
fun day !
when out from morning till night !
here's some picture of the day ! :D
oh hey, lina brings her nikon too today
I was so bored that time when we're singing those national songs
so, I borrow lina nikon and keep on hunting people close-up face
haha !
of couse they didn't know that i'm taking their face
cause lina's nikon lense is a near lenses
that's why I can get their funny face
haha !
here is it !
after that, it's time to parade !
just parade around mondial
that's not parade actually
that's walking in the morning !
LOL like seriously,
it is better not to parade at all
it's meaningless just parade around mondial -_-
tiring and keep on sweating sia !
when I was about to go in to the door
i saw some of the student were been punished
because of using slippers
haha
pity them...
when back to our class directly
thanks god it's cold !
rest for awhile and keep on taking picture
haha !
some using linda's galaxy tabs
some using lina's nikon
around 10 o'clock
SMP/SMA when to serbaguna for the event
which host by Pak Willy and Bu Kris
opening by The Avengers
vocals : Eric Pang & Hendra Lim
guitarist : Kendy Loy ( Lead ) Chrisman Tanato ( Rhythm ) Marcelino ( Bass )
Drum : Adriel
singing " Bendera " by Indonesia Idol and " Like a G6 " Far east movement ft Dev
after the opening,
here come the dance !
by all SMP 1-3
they dance beautifully ! brilliant !
i love cindy brigitta group the most !
they just sooooo sexy ! awww
the boys are drooling at that time :))
and federick group too
the michael jackson dance and the b-boy battle
totally rule !
and almost forget the group of felina's
they're dancing gracefully !
using anime song
which we absolutely don't understand the language
haha
after that, it's time to for the judges to deliberate
will the judges choosing the winner
Lui perform his solo !
FOR SMA 1 !
haha
a really great SOLO indeed
time to tell the winner
haha
1st plcae : Felina's group
2nd place : Federick's Group
3rd : Cindy's group
Congrats to them
after knowing whose the winner,
it's time to go home of course !
but ! i didn't go home
when to cabe galak with my friend for lunch
then nh to watch cinema
hey guys! u guys must watch FAST n FURIOUS 5 !
is so fvcking awesome !
must watch must watch !
after watching fast five,
when to jco for chilling..
eating yogurt and talking
then around 6++ like that
when to dutamas angkringan for dinner
till 8++ i think
haha
a really fun day indeed !
i love my friends !
i love how freedom am I right now !
i love my life !
i hope this will maintain forever !
thanks god for giving me this kind of life !
thanks you ! thanks you !
PS : I don't own these pictures and most of the picture not me the one who took it
The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
And I'm a house of cards
You say my name for the first time, baby, and I
Fall in love in an empty bar
And you stood there in front of me just
Close enough to touch
Close enough to hope you couldn't see
What I was thinking of
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
So reach out open handed
And lead me out to that floor
Well, I don't need more paper lanterns
Take me down, baby bring on the movie star
'Cause my heart is beating fast
And you are beautiful I could wait patiently
But I really wish you would
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
I run my fingers through your hair
And watch the lights go out
Just keep your beautiful eyes on me
Gonna strike this match tonight
Lead me up the staircase
Won't you whisper soft and slow
I'd love to hate it
But you make it like a fireworks show
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Sparks fly, baby smile, sparks fly
[Verse 1] It's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with the best of them
You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A centerfold miracle, lyrical
You've saved my life again
And I want you to know baby
[Chorus] I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat
[Verse 2] Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
There's no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I've been rescued
I've been set free
I am hypnotized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are... And I want you to know baby
[Chorus] I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat
[Bridge] No one compares
You stand alone, to every record I own
Music to my heart that's what you are
A song that goes on and on
[Chorus] I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
oh finally ! I can blog !
speedy been so fvck these day
sorry bout that
many things happen these few days
complicated
first with my friends
second with parent
sigh
a lil bit stress out
haha
what can you do when your good isn't good enough ?
and you will be blamed for a unaccepted reason
do you feel angry ?
do you cry ?
yeah, I cried yesterday
yesterday morning and yesterday night
scold by my parent with unaccepted reason
super #galau ~
luckily, linda and jimmy chat me when I updated my status
so had a talk with em
thanks you guys!
for the advise.
for listening to me.
thanks you so much !
I LOVE YOU GUYS !
there's nothing i can say,
u guys are so awesome!
hope we will maintain our friendship like this !
x
talk alot today with erlita,yuli and feb at school
we're talking about those girls stuff
haha
semenjak naik kls SMA ini,
jujur aja, sdh mau cntik
mau bljr make up. mau pake baju yg modern2 skrng.
sumpah deh! mkin gmn gitu hahaha
tapi sebagai cewe mah emg gitu mah
semua cewe jg mau cntik kok
harus bljr pake rok jg !
jarang bgt gw pake rok keluar..
celana mulu.. haha
hrs pelan2 bljr deh
skrng bljr makeup dulu
bukan makeup yg lebay2 gitu
tapi basic nya doang~
pake eyeliner gitu saja
eyeshadow dll tunggu eyeliner da perfect baru bljr deh
haha
bljr tuk ikut trends
sangat amat envy sm cewe yg pny body bgs. body figure yg bgs
" coba bdn gw juga kek gitu
beh, berani pake bikini nih gw di bali ! "
kalimat yg sering di ucapkan oleh erlita =))
emg sih, siapa yg ga brni pake bikini kalo badan nya bgs ?
hahaha
kelas gw tuh FREAK BALI semua
planning nya sih rame2 ke bali pas naik kls
wuish entah asli ato ga
tapi moga2 jadi! asekkkkkkkkkk~
bali babe ! \m/
anw, I love my class :)
i have a really awesome class this year :)
love em ttm!
x
harry potter and the deathly hollow part 2 (y)(y)(y) love it ! but.. like my cousin said, it's not as good as we expect and I know the story already... that's why I don't feel any surprise but still enjoy watching it :) GO AND WATCH PEOPLE !
after watching harpot, I drive my sis home and when to peak arrive there around 11.15 ordered show white as recommended by my friend shit ! awful ! fvcking awful ! wasted $12 for that @@ and hell yeah, when home at 2 and when I open the door, suddenly I puked ! gosh, what I puke is cherry ! ate cherry in the peak terrible puke indeed been a long time I didn't puke feel so awful directly call my maid up and clean the mess unfortunately, dad when down and see me sitting in the bed and watching my maid cleaning the floor of course he ask me what am I doing so, I tell the truth " I puked " and dad seems like angry scolded cause I'm drinking alcohol okay, from that moment, i feel I'm so fvking REBEL ! home at 2. drink alcohol. :( and my dad say, " km lain kali jgn keluar lagi " I don't feel sad. cause I deserve it i know that only say2 one but I did plan not to go out this Augustus i want to save money and it's Ghost Festival too won't go out at night anymore within this Augustus hope i can save a lot of money haha
when to Cabe Galak just now then, i saw few of my senior grade SMA 2 one nyehh, I hate em I hate the one who drive fvcking KELENG ! dislike her when in the road, she try to " potong jln " of course I'm horn her like hell actually, she can pass through, only cause I dislike her, so I horn her fvcking loud =D=)) don't even care if she's my senior or what feel satisfied after I horn her haha if she gonna find me, I won't afraid cause is her fault she don't even put the sign lalalala~ watever =)) FYB :D
not going to school this monday and tuesday yeheyyyy~ libur puasa :D can sleep till late night yuhuuuyyyyy :)
excited ! excited ! going to watch harry potter and the deathly hollows part 2 tomorrow night! teheeeeeeeee ! damn happy ! I'm so happy to get the ticket ! indeed, people are queuing to watch harry potter ! hihi cause is the last one ! dragon fight. hermione kiss ron. the last battle. epic ending a a a a a can't wait ! can't wait ! tomorrow night will be so AWESOME ! TGIF ! going with my sis tomorrow and some of my friends :) i think, after watch harpot, I'll go to freshbir to chill lout :D or going to have some supper hahaa let's see tomorrow ! teheee ! :D
bad saturday... my car tire was stabbed on glass shit so shit ! a big glass ! ugh...
and it's happen at the same place where I hit a motorcycle that's what makes me so like ugh.... directly call my mum ask her to call people to come and the end, my dad and his worker come and help me luckily, dad didn't scold me though he will.
right after his worker exchanged the tire, dad told me to go to beside DC mall which he used to go there for his tire to patched the tire
after they patched the tire that stabbed on the glass on, I directly drive to McD to grab one ice cream cone :) dunno why these few days, keep on craving for ice cream cone haha favorite dessert of the month !
ahay, satnight tonight had a party at Aldy's geez the home, love it ! love the garden ! and the dog ! that poodle ! damn cute and obedient wish to have dog like that
the boys are drinking carlsberg and one of our friend, Anton was drunk. haha luckily, Aldy aunt is so kind. she gave us vitamin C to let Anton drink so that his head won't dizzy after drink that vitamin C he was carried by the other boys to the bed and sleep for a while
around 30 minute, we run to the karaoke room to watch movie " JACKASS 3.5 " shit, that movie is sooooooo speechless ! INSANE ! they are so insane ! but fvcking funny =)) laugh a lot yesterday :) when home at 2 a.m and luckily my dad haven't at home yet ! that's why no one call me last night haha
anw, it is almost the end of July. BYE JULY ! :) HI AUGUST ! excited with this end of august going to Shanghai ! :) can't wait to shop at nanjing road f21,zara,topshop,marc&spencer ! I'm hoping to buy camera in Shanghai! hope my parent allows me to buy! I want it so much ! OLYMPUS E-PL3 ! can someone buy for me ? :p
today, is my aunt buried day she died last tuesday... shock at first never though she will die this year maybe god is calling for her already hope she will be at the side of God and yeah, I heard that 2 of my senior relatives die too just now hendra grandfather and randy father my deepest condolences to them even though we're not close but still need to pray for them
sometimes, I'm thinking... why we, people must die ? can we stay alive forever ? and young forever ? like The Sims, we drink that green water and we will be young again! why ? why ? why ? why God ? why do you create us and destroy us too ? and, God taking the good people and let the bad people stay alive. if good people were taken all by God, our mother earth is full of bad people no good people anymore can't trust anyone anymore and our earth will destroy soon! no more volunteer to plant those trees... no more volunteer helping those elders... no more good nurse or doctor to take care us and cure us... no more Samaritans to help those poor family and orphans... maybe we should accept what have God plan for us this is what we call L-I-F-E
" CHERISH "
all we have to do is to cherish every moment that we had but, most of us usually regret after we lost someone isn't it ? no one will cherish until they lost it
I uploaded this picture cause this is the way how my uncle, granny and mum cherish the time when my uncle and granny at batam they talk a lot last night hahaha
anyway wanna share one video to you guys the video that I record it at jakarta :) having shisha with cousin for fun my first time to play... quite fun but my throat feel itchy ofter that but its F-U-N !
yeah yeah yeah, school started for a week already got 5 new classmate in my class they are : denny,diska,kartini,lina and robert
first day and the second day of school, were been MOS orientation school orientation haha did enjoy the orientation it was fun and tiring of course then started our class at wednesday did go well and and and the most different one is, wearing SMA uniform geez, so hot wearing SMA uniform keep on sweating ee and the skirt is bandage skirt so must walk slowly, carefully and femininely odd indeed those senior keep looking at us haha so not use of it nah, nvr mind about that :)
SMA already feel great ! it just so nice when people asking you, what grade are you ? I'm SMA already that feeling... is indescribable it just so great haha
anw, I want to share something... people changing ! people around me are changing they make me feel like they are strangers already they make me feel like they bored of me having me in their life maybe only what I feel but... is it disappointing when you take someone as your friends, especially bestfriend they don't even ask u to go out they don't even talk about their problem to you isn't it disappointing ? maybe I should take them as stranger too I'll treat you like what you treat me yeah, that's what I choose let's hope for a miracle
to change everything like the beginning
* crossing finger *
what I've been listen to ?
La la la la la La la na na na La la la la la La la na na na
[Verse 1]
Girl I've been all over the world Looking for you I'm known for taking what I think I deserve And you're overdue
And if you listen you can hear me through the radio In that bright white noise What I been missing in my life What I been dreaming of You'll be that girl You'll be that girl You'll be
[Sabi]
Everything you want so let me get up there I'm the baddest baby in the atmosphere Tell me what you want so we can do just what you like
[Chorus]
You make me feel that La la la la la You make me feel so La la la la la You make me feel that La la la la la You make me feel so La la la la la You, you make me feel that
[Verse 2]
Get a little closer to me girl And you'll understand 'Cause if you want a guy that knows what you need Well, then I'm your man
And if I listen I can hear you through my radio In that bright white noise What I been missing in my life What I been dreaming of You'll be that girl You'll be that girl You'll be
[Sabi] Everything you want so let me get up there I'm the baddest baby in the atmosphere Tell me what you want so we can do just what you like
Ooh Everything you know I'm flipping upside down Take you 'round the world You know I like it loud Tell me what you want 'cause we can do just what you like
[Chorus]
You make me feel that La la la la la You make me feel so La la la la la You make me feel that La la la la la You make me feel so La la la la la You make me feel, oh La la la la la You make me feel that La la la la la You make me feel so La la la la la You make me feel, oh La la la la la
Put your hands up Put your hands up Let the lights drop Let the lights drop Make my world stop Make my world stop
La la la la la La la na na na You make me feel that La la la la la You make me feel so La la la la la You make me feel that La la la la la You make me feel so La la la la la You make me feel, oh La la la la la You make me feel that La la la la la You make me feel so La la la la la You make me feel that La la la la la
[Demi Lovato] Skies are crying I am watching Catching teardrops in my hands Only silence as it's ending, like we never had a chance Do you have to, make me feel like there is nothing left of me?
[Chorus] You can take everything I have You can break everything I am Like i'm made of glass Like i'm made of paper Go on and try to tear me down I will be rising from the ground Like a skyscraper! Like a skyscraper!
[Demi Lovato] As the smoke clears I awaken, and untangle you from me Would it make you, feel better to watch me while I bleed? All my windows, still are broken But I'm standing on my feet
[Chorus] You can take everything I have You can break everything I am Like I'm made of glass Like I'm made of paper Go on and try to tear me down I will be rising from the ground Like a skyscraper! Like a skyscraper!
[Bridge] Go run, run, run I'm gonna stay right here Watch you disappear, yeah Go run, run, run Yeah it's a long way down But I am closer to the clouds up here
[Demi Lovato] You can take everything I have You can break everything I am Like I'm made of glass Like I'm made of paper, Oh Go on and try to tear me down I will be rising from the ground
yeah, did go to peak today with linda :) we've talk so much just now sitting outside the club and see the view. gah, the view so nice love it ! love it ! love it ! and around 11 like that, go inside the club still got no people wait till almost 12 quite crowd already but to bad, didn't got chance to dance cause my mum keep rushing me to go home already @@ when I reach home, found that she's sleeping already and I like what the.... if i knew she sleep already, I'm going to shuffle tonight ! gah, nvr mind then, wait for next time :) sure got chance one and I will tell my mum that I'm going there of course so that she will not keep on call for me waiting for that day ! :)
these few days, I keep on reading people blog and I found one. i love her blog to the very very MAX
http://elleandjess.blogspot.com/
check their blog I envy her a lot ! her fashion her beauty her idea her photos gosh, she's so perfect ! got everything envy her ALOT ALOT ALOT ! and anw, she's the owner of GOWIGASA :) if you dunno her olshop, check it out on facebook
God did gave her everything that all the girls want beauty-richness-friendly-popularity wonder why God gave everything good to her geez, hope in next life, God will give me a life like her :p
anyway ! school start soon ! excited ! yeah, one class with my 3A's except sharen :( she on B we on A gah, can't bully her already :( gada sharen gak rame hope that she can move to our class *crossing finger*
yeah today is my day didn't spend it with my friends but with my family i really got no money to treat my friend eat not i don't want to treat them but i really got no money and I feel guilty to get money with parent so, I rather spend it with my fam hahaha
when to seoul garden for the celebration for the very first time my parent go to seoul garden and they found it quite nice i'm so glad scared that the food don't suit em luckily it does ! :D and funny things i did actually say to my parent that I want to go to noname this friday night to watch d'masiv one. my dad directly say no. he say that noname is small you can't even walk he scare that someone will touch me or give me drugs yeah, i know noname got drugs one but i will take care of myself ofcourse since he say cannot, i'll just listen to him after all i don't really want to see d'masiv too I'm just curious with the inside hahaha then i said again, " kalo prgi peak boleh ? yg di vista. sana kan lbh ga gitu berantakan " his like considering. and suddenly he say that he will take me and mum to peak this saturday LOL don't know if it true but i think is not my dad want go to peak meh ? he so old already pacific club suit him more hahaa dunno if he want to bring me and my mum go to club or not i hope he want ! hahaaha from this side, i know i can go to club easier ! OFFICIALLY ! gahhhh sooooo excited ! I hope my friend can go to :D rock the club and own the floor haha can't wait for that day ! :D
anw, for those who greet me happy birthday, thanks you so much ! A THOUSAND THANKS ! :D GOD BLESS YA'LL !
aight, today is the second of July. so boring ! i miss my Jakarta life. REALLY ! i miss when I wake up, eat first then watch tv with my cousin talk with my cousin then go out at night play cards with them in cafe go to SMS mall hear some band song having shisha for fun go home at 1-2 AM gahhhh I miss everything in Jakarta ! :'(
I can't find those in here, Batam can't even find that feeling ! gahhhhhhhhh i want to go back to jakarta ! lemme stay at there for 3 weeks again :( a a a a a a miss jakarta so badly :(
hey hey hey i'm home finally ! hi batam ! back for 2 days already sorry I didn't post so many things when I'm on jkrta didn't got so many chance to touch computer afterward, is a great holiday on jkrta experience so many things at jkrta i love jkrta! in my opion, jkrta is much more fun than sg i'm a night life person and my jkrta cousin are nightlife person too that whats make it fun going out at night, here some music. chit chat supper kinda miss them! miss how my life move on jkrta :)
a big thanks to them ! i learn so many things that i can't learn at batam i wish i can life in there too i love the place hahaha hope i can go there again next year or this December :) I LOVE JAKARTA !
here's some picture that I took at jkrta-bandung-pulau untung jawa :)
i didn't get all the photo from my cousin camera. cause its too many and i lazy to upload all too speedy kinda sucks these few day it took so long to upload one photo haha
nothing to say then~ caoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
