episode 51 : Dance.Dance.Dance

30.01.2010

okey, from 04.02.2010 start on, I'm going to Kediri there to learn dance. recently I'm not doing any sport right now. because of those stupid boy ! keeps on playing futsal then we cannot play volley. even we can, but still not enough people. *Sigh* so what we do in pe period is, just watching the boys playing futsal. boring sia. hahahaa.
I just follow dance tution for fun yet I also can exercise too and maybe can joining the audition for going to the club. wkakaka. If can go in, happy aaaa. :))
at 1st, Linda,Jessica,Febrina already go to Kediri last Thursday. they said that the teacher quite friendly & the best part is his patience ! good.good.good.
I just can't wait for this Thursday. I'm curious about it. Yihaaaaa !
faster2 Thursday please god ! amiennnnnnnnnn~

today, I woke up at 7++ like that. for the remedial. actually I'm so lazy to go. but for the sake of post of MTK, so I go. hahahaaa. When the clock is pointed to 8 o'clock, me & my friends waiting for the MTK teacher coming. Fuck sia, she so late. we wait till 8.30++ like that. she come late. but never mind la. waste her time what. then after attending the remedial, I'm going to the futsal there. to find my friend. when reached there, yeah, they were there. then for awhile, they are going for the MTK remedial. So, I was been leaved there at the futsal court. Nothing to do sia while waiting for my mum coming. so I just watching the futsal. hahahaa. Kinda 30 minute like that for waiting my mum. my goshhh. I'm going fainted then. :))
when mum already fetch me, well of cause go home nah. aihyay, so bored at home. want to go friends house but cannot. got no car. grrr~ so just be a good girl at home. hahaha

episode 50 : Tiba2 terpikir quotes gitu :)) aneh ya ? hahaa

29.01.2010

day by day, I'm start to feel tired.
tired of being myself.
myself, doesn't mean anything.
anything that you want I to be

episode 49 : Another Fight

24.01.2010

There another fight between me & my parents. It just because of my stubbornness. I keep on told my parents to make a room for myself in my new home but they not allowed me to. They keep on saying my sister don't have the dare to sleep by herself and I replied them that let her to have the habit to sleep by herself. I was so vexed at that time. I just want to have my own room. I just want a room that just between me & my room. Small ? never mind, as long I have a room for myself.
My dad said that if he make a room for me, he have to waste more money on it. The renovation, the interior like that. I know it feel bad for it but hey dad, your daughter already 14 this year now. You got no reason for not giving me a room. A room just like my secret base, a place where I feel comfortable with it, a place where anywhere is my things and I need it so much dad, or not, I don't mind to sleep at downstairs. I'm not afraid with it. alright, dad ?

episode 48 : Back To Present :D

23.01.2010

Huff, akhirnya ngeblog lagi deh. da 1 minggu gitu kek nya da gak blog. agak sibuk beberapa hari ini.
project & pr sekolah makin banyak sekarang. dan aku sedang mengejar nya. I try to make my school perfect. try to make it good. Aku ga pengen lagi kenak marah sama ortu. ga pengen lagi santay2 aja sekarang. ga pengen lagi jadi Ivon Andriani 2009.
I try to make my life perfect as I can. I know there is no perfect in this world. but I will try & I want it very much. Can I ? I also don't know. But I willing try a shot for it. Hope I can do it. :D

MYSELF ?

aku gatao aku itu orng kek gimana. I can be crazy. I can be geek. I can be talkative. I can be stubborn. I can be playful. I can be friendly. I can be fierce. I can be ignoring. anything that I can be. Who am I actually ?
I also don't know. Aku gini ya gini. mau gitu ya gitu. no one can stop me. aku paling ga suka kalo orng urusin hidupku. aku paling benci. aku mau hidup gini ya gini. aku gamau ganti. emg hidupku mau gitu ya mau gimana xan. aku ga peduli dengan apa yg xan anggap aku. xan mau anggap aku munfik juga bisa. anggap aku gila juga bisa. anggap aku stubborn juga bisa. aku ga mentingin sama kata2 xan itu. buat stress aja dengarin kata2 xan semua. kata2 itu semua ga trganggu sama aku. so, just save it people. I wont fall by that stupid word !

episode 47 : 1 Month to go is CNY :D

14.01.2010

yes people ! I would love to tell all of you that, 1 month to go to Chinese New Year. Can't wait. But I don't know where to celebrate. Every year, after eat reunion dinner, I'm just staying at home. Nothing to do, just waiting for the countdown show. Bored sia. I never celebrate it when the clock raise to 00:00. Like going out to other place like that. I'm just see the firework blast off in front my home. Not nice la. I want I'm the want who blast off the firework. I never blast a single fireworks. Never feel how it blast out from my hand. Cause my Dad not allowed me to play fireworks. Sigh*. I hoping that this year eve Chinese New Year, I got some event with my friends either cousins :) Better with friends, so that I can blast off fireworks with them ! cihuyyyy :D

This year I hope I got more money than last year :) I will not waste it. But I will save it ! Save it for very important things :) Would I make it ? I also don't really think I can do it. But I'll try my very hard to do it. Must save money for this whole year. No more spending money at not useful things. Target for the whole year save 2juta :D Hope I can do it. Wish me luck ! :)

episode 46 : In 2010 I Hope For...

13.01.2010

I wish I hope that I got this things in 2010 :D

1st : A Brother.

I do really hope for a big brother. I don't like to be the biggest. I want to be the smallest or in the second rows. Cause to be the biggest it give me kinda burden. == I want to be a good sister. I don't want to be a good BIG sister. I don't really like it so much. Why do I hope for a brother ? Cause I'm can talk to him my trouble. Just like my secret and etc. Cause obviously he will help me to find the way out or solve the problem. Then of course he will teach me to I think. I don't know why I believe that if I got big brother, he will be my side always. Keep on be more mature like that. I just got that feeling. I don't why too @@
I got outside brother, but not so open with them. don't really dare to talk with them my secret. There some one who i can trust. He's not my brother yet his not my boyfriend too. But, when i get trouble, I will find him. He didn't blame for not finding him if nothing special like that, in the other side, he help me. Tell me want to do & tell me something I don't know. I do really enjoy to talk with him. A thousands thanks for the EAR orgil ! :D

2nd : A Trip To Taiwan & Guangzhou.

oh my, I do really want to go Taiwan & Guangzhou to play. They said, Taiwan & Guangzhou theme park is so awesome. Once you play, you gonna freaking out. Wkakaka. I don't know is true or not. But I hope is true :D Cause I love the feeling. Your stomach like going up going down. So fun ee then scream loud as you can :)) relaxing men~ :D
In Genting one also awesome la. But think Taiwan & Guangzhou one more amazing.
Taiwan, I want to play the most fast in Taiwan " Eagle ". Guangzhou, I want to play the most long in Asia " Roller Coaster "
Hope some day, I will go there and play it ! Amiennnnnn~ :))

3rd : A Personal Computer.

I got laptop already. But I prefer to have a computer. Cause, it will be more easy for me to edit photo, playing game & put my all file inside. I got some many things ee. Put in 4GB usb still not enough. == I got to buy a personal computer when I moving out. Must have ! :))

4rd : Learning To Drive A Car

I hope that, when i got a good score, then my parents will allowed me to learn drive car. Actually, I can drive already. Only not so smooth la. Newbie what. Not yet pro*pro lah. hahaha. My parent say have to learn at the learning place. So that it will be save. Play save one. Ahyay, just the same what.Also learning how to drive :)) Since they willing to giving out the money, why not let them pay :)) Hope la when Sec 3 I already can drive car. :D

Moga*moga dapet aja deh. Ga usah berharap trlalu banyak juga tuk mendapatkan.
yang penting wishing aja deh :)

episode 45 : Avril Lavigne & Beyonce Knowless

11.01.2010

--> Avril Lavigne

gyaaaa~ she damn cool. she is so EMO ! i love her so much.
i have start fans with her since her " under my skin " album. i start with her " My Happy Ending " songs. it really meaning full. really nice.

in year 2007, she release her new album again named, " the best damn things " it cool men all the songs inside. especially " When You're Gone " " Girlfriends " " The Best Damn Things " " I Can Do Better " just love it very very much !
go to karaoke cannot miss that song :)) but not all song have in happy puppy. too bad.

i'm waiting for her next album. so excited to hear her songs. her voice was so unique.
it so different from other. she just really unique for me ! :D

--> Beyonce Knowless

actually, i just start fans with her for these few day.
i love the beats of beyonce songs. it makes people won't stop to listen her song & follow the beats.
cihuyyyy ! woo oh oh oh oh oh . :))
her " Crazy In Love " do really stand out. the beats men. people who don't know the song will also in love with this song. really nice.
" Helo " also nice. slow slow one. but nice. haahaha
she also will release her album soon. hwahwhahwa

who knows avril & beyonce album will release together.
gyaaaaa~ happy aaa. :))
can't wait for their new album ! :D

episode 44 : rotten apple

08.01.2010

yes, i'm a rotten apple.
nilai udh jelekk, hny bisa berfoya*foya, hny tau maen makan tidor aja.
apa yang dibilang sm papaKu itu semua betul.
gini papaKu bilang " kamu yah, sekolah apaan ? sekolah mpe nilai gitu jelekk.
tuh lah, internet trus. ga pernah bantu mamaMu kerja housework. hny tau maen aja di otakMu itu. tar besar bo eng kai la kamu. apa*apa ga mau belajar. hny tau mau enk aja. tar gede kamu baru tau rasa. kamu jadi orang bo eng hai si. pergi sana tinggal sama pamanMu di Tiban. gamau aku ada ank kek kamu gitu bo eng. seperti rotten apple aja kamu ini. semua ga bisa. "
aku pun merasa salah banget. sekolah ga sekolah bagus*bagus. habisin uang aja aku sekolah diMondial.
aku ini, ga tau apa nama nya " HIDUP "
i'm a useless person && sangat uselesss. ga ada masa depan aku.
cita*cita pun pasti ssh mau capai. da no hope aku ini.
tapi ! aku ga gampang putus asa. semester 2 harus dalam 10 besar.
aku serius sekarang ga mau lagi aku di blang rotten apple lagi.
gamau !
aku mau buktiin kalo aku itu bukan rotten apple.
aku harus keep strong not to be rotten apple.
no more relaxing. must serious now.

episode 43 ; damn no mood !

07.01.2010

grrr~ i really hate this day.
why do you keep on saying me ?
aku pun ga bersalah. walopun ada, ok, aku bilang sorry.
tapi apa kamu ga pikir, kata*kata yang kamu bilang itu nusuk banget ke hati ku ini.
walopun benci, harus mpe gitu apa buatin aku ?
aku pun ga berbuat gitu sm kamu. apa sih mau nya kamu itu ?
aku ini bukan mau bilang kamu. tapi you are too over.
buet malemKu ini penuh dengan marah aja.
berani maen belakang napa ga mao maen depan aja.
langsung settle semua prob. aku sama kamu. pussy kao gitu aja ga berani.

lemme tell you, you don't ever mess up with me anymore. or else, i will pay a thoundsands time
than what you did to me !

episode 42 : 1st day of school

06.01.2010

1st day of school, nothing to do.
just talk*talk with eulice && erlita.
only study for one subject only, fisika. ( rajin nya kita ini :)) )
hari ini pulang jam 3. apa bedanya neng ? cepet 1 jam doang kok.
bo yi si aaa. capede mondial ini. hahaha
hari ini sekolah, fine*fine aja si. nothing special laaa.
damn bored menn di sekolah hari ini. hahaa

pulang, langsung k Bcs mau tindik anting*anting ke2 di telingaKu
tapi sebelah aja sie. takut tindik 2-2, bengkak tar. haha
pergi tindik di miss seventeen sono.
pas tindik agak cemas.
karena da lama ga tindik. takut sakit sangat,
tapi sebentar aja sie sakit nya., soalnya ad alkohol. hahaha
tar kapan*kapan ada ke Bcs baru tindik sebelah nya dehh.
gangster aaa aku ini :))
tapi gapapa deh. yang penting suka. hahaha