Episode 66 : Hedley - Perfect

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I wrong

I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

Episode 65 : Car ♥

14.07.2010

olaaaa everyone ♥
just had my facial just now
muka da bersih2 teheeee :D
blink blink liao wkakaka
hm, pas mau pulang, di pertengahan jalan,
nmpk mobil tmn adek.
ku bilang sm papa ku.
bis tuh aku bilang2 kecil2 da bawa mobil.
aku lbh gede dari dia ga di kasih bawa.
ya kek debat2 gitu la.
bis itu, papa bilang gini yg buat aku shock

papa :
" bukan papa ga kasih km bawa, cuma km lum tau teknik2 nya "
aku :
" yaa, tapi kan aku da bisa bawa. tmn ada ajarin kmrin "
papa :
" iya, tapi kan gmn pun harus bljr juga yg special ajar pny. agar lbh aman "
aku :
" okay la, mau bljr? km keluar duit loh, libur aku prgi bljr mobil "
papa :
" prgi la, srh mama bawa km prgi. bis tuh kan bisa sekalian dpt SIM "
aku :
" asli ya, liburan aku prgi bljr "
papa :
" iyaaaa. aku kasih duit km yg bljr "

cihuyyyyyyyy
akhirnya papa officially kasih :D
pengen nya sie liburan september ini prgi bljr.
tapiiii, kan idul fitri. ada meh yg buka ?
pada tutup eee.
tar lihat deh.
pas liburan deh yg pnting bljr nya :D
hati ku berterbang2 dgn ijinan papa :))
kek ank kecil saja. gmpang hua hi nya
wkakkaka
but nvr mind deh
yg pnting seneng ju ho
hihihihi

" CHERISH "

Episode 64 : Class

I'm was in 3A this year.
and yeah, my class got no fun at all.
silent all the way!
even thought we got 24 people,
but still, silent -____-
kalo di 2b kita ada bnyk group,
kalo 3a cuma ada 2-3 palingan @@
sepi lah kelas aku ga enk.
ga rame kelas nya
hwahahahaa
good things! adviser bu ragil! cihuyyyy :D
guru tuh gaul deh amien dapet guru gitu hihihi

ehhhh ehhh ehhh sial nya aku ddk sm kutu buku!
si keleng Jeivic Prince -___-
nama " prince " nya itu ga cocok bgt tuk dia.
tau ga, sesudah sudah siap tulis nama di buku,
dari tmpt duduk ku ke baris kiri, semua baca buku sekolah.
wth first day only ee, already study there book
they really are book worm -___-
can't even stand sitting beside em @@

hari ini di sekolah cuma di kelas ngomong2 doang.
gada apa2. bosen habis deh
smpe jam 3 doang.
bis tuh pulang,
wuish capek deh aku.
ga pulang rmh lagi,
pulang ke bengkel.
yaoda deh gapapa.
tarik kasur keluar bis tuh tak a short nap at there.
dari jam 4 tdr smpe jam 5an.
pas di mobil juga tdr.
capek habis deh gua.
pdhal ga lembur nntn world cup ee aku.
tdr nya nyenyak lagi.
tapi ju si capek deh. ahhhhh,
sekali capek, badan ku ini lngsung panas semua.
keke demem tapi bukan demem
cilakak betul deh.

hm, just hope i can adopt this damn quite class
and the people who sit beside me that keleng.
just shut up your mouth because your voice is so annoying. *evil*

"CHERISH"

Episode 63 : School, but got World Cup!

well, tomorrow is the day of started to school.
but, the world cup final is just so coincidence both in the same day!
many people are staying up late for the world cup final.
it's going to be a great match man!
me, myself will support Spain for winning :D
not because of that stupid predictable octopus but just because of six sense. girl six sense :p
Spain must win!

for tomorrow school, got noting to say.
just wish for a good adviser and I can sleep at school!
well you know, because of the world cup. wkakakaaka
not enough sleep so, planning to sleep at school.
the other student i believe they do too :))
but poor for those whose including the MOS going to suffer :))
happy MOS day guys :D
ntah tahun ini seru gak.
kan tahun ini kakak kelas nya mayan usil. ckckck
gatau deh tuk mrka.
yg pnting halleluyah dulu deh tuk mrka :D

Episode 62 : She's Freakin Awesome! ♥

Taylor Swift Fearless Plantinum Edition

yeah, finally i go chance to buy this Taylor Swift Fearless Plantinum Edition. tee hee :D
I bought it at Singapore, Popular, CD-RAMA. it cost me $20.95 for it. but WORTH ABLE ! got the audio cd which complete with her songs and video dvd one, which is the behind the scene, the making of and some new music video.

too bad don't have a poster that with her signature.
like JB's one. got a extra big poster. but never mind la. Swift forever ! ♥

Episode 61 : Sorry, really

hari ini tdr nya super duper enk!
kamar ku gelap2 AC dingin2,
smpe2 linda di rmh ku panggil aku hampir 1 jam,
aku saja ga dgr ckckck
phaise yaw! hahahaa
liao, pas jam 2 lbh gitu hmpir jam 3 telpon rmh bunyiii,
aku lngsung lari prgi angkat telpon nya.
ku kira emak gua.
udh cemas2 gitu pake lari segala prgi angkat telponnya takut emak spot check,
ehhhh trnyata feb yg telpon.
mrka mau dtng rmh ku. aku lupa,
yaoda deh aku bgn, gosok gigi, minum teh susu.
liao di depan laptop online smbil tunggu mrka.
ga mandi aku :))
biarin deh. sekalian saja mandi malem tar.
wkakakakak

udh smpe di rmh ku,
yaaa, ngomong2 la.
share some secret and etc.
well, after I hear what did feb tell me,
I was so so so sorry for someone.
really, I'm just way too cruel for it.
I can't tell everything here it's too public here.
and sorry for it. really.
aku gatau la km da tau semua nya ato tidak yg pnting,
aku ucapkan sorry dulu deh.

Episode 60 : Despicable Me

this movie is recommended to you guys to watch.
really really funny.
I was like crazy when watching this movie.
aku, febrina sm ernita nntn ini ntah kek gmn deh trtawa kita.
trtawa kuat. semua studio suara trtawa kita paling gede.
asli deh sibe2 ngakak!
especially the butt thingy printing :))
trtawa smpe muka mu sakit deh kek asem2 gitu.
dance nya juga
wkakakakakakakakakaa
ntah gmn cerita deh tntang film ini.
yg pnting xan prgi nntn ju tau deh :))

RECOMMENDED TO WATCH !

Episode 59 : H O L I D A Y

well, hey there. wassup with your holiday guys ? I'm spending my 1 month holiday at Singapore for 2 week. and the other 2 week at Batam. I'm back at batam right now. bored enough for staying up Singapore for 2 week but I did travel around Singapore especially 3 day before back to Batam. that 3 day I'm going home at 11++ almost 12. it's my record at singapore go home at almost midnight nyahahah 2 day with my friend 1 more day with my cousin. oh my leg, those leg muscle are coming out now and I hate it. it just so ugly to look at. well, got to get some plan to make it gone.

Benter lagi udh sekolah ni. tee hee :D aku sekelas sm febrina sayang ku sm yulianaloh. haduh haduh pas denger news ini gua loncat-loncat di kasur ni. wkakakaka asli da seneng habis habisan. soalnya pada pisah ni. cuma aku sm feb sm yuli yg 1 kelas. yg lain pisah. desvi, lita, linda jes, jimmy, agus, william pada pisah. gak asik la. coba sekelas, pasti kelas kami paling kompak deh! tapi yaaa... mau gmn la. da di fixed juga. moga 3a kompak ya \m/ adviser juga la. jgn jahat la. yg gaul kek wkakaka

" CHERISH "

Episode 58 : Luck ?

05.06.2010

Oh yeah guys, I'm on my half way of examination. It's horrible. exam kills me! but luckily with 1 sure of I'm passing Math! I was shock at first when Erlita told me that I've pass my Math. Halleluyah for sure ! :D Today was fucking u know guys. Kimia & PPKN I'm using random to answer my examination paper. I can't do all of them. I'm dead meat. so gonna be fail this time.
what I want is, bounce back to my top 10. after receiving the last 2, I was really regret on what I'd. this year I'm just hoping for top 10. hope God helps me with it.

Here some plan for my holiday :
started 19th June I'll be going to Singapore with Febrina, Ernita & Linda. for 4 day I'll be accompanied them then after 4 days, they will be back to Batam and I'm staying at Singapore for 1 week more. Don't think I'm going to play or what but for business. I'm going to help my mother to do her things. it wasn't fun at all if like that but never mind, just help them do. they have gave me go to Singapore but still I didn't want to help em to do. Isn't it rude? so just hear what they want me to do. It's for everyone good too. I think I'll be back to Batam before my birthday. talk about Birthday, it leave 1 month to my birthday then I'm still confused if I will be making a celebration about my birthday. Actually, I want topass my birthday this year silent as 2-3 years ago but still don't know lah. Let's see then...

"CHERISH"

With love,
Ivon Collinz

Episode 57 : Hi Hi Hi Bloggar :D

24.04.2010

Hi bloggar! wassup y'll ? I'm quite fine here :) got things to do everyday but sometime, I get bored of it. just keep repeating. school-tution-dance-going out-stay at home. I'm bored of it already. when will new thing coming to my world ?

School ;

It left 1 month again to finished my Sec 2 and I'm still not so focus on school right now. Within my score, the teacher said that maybe I will moved to 3c. that class is the worst among the sec 3 and I don't want to go there. what I can do from now is within 1 month, I must get high score at last monthly test and Examination and cannot fight with the teacher and specially cannot sleep anymore. I'm in blacklist right now and maybe going to 3c. I don't want. I must study really2 hard now. no more lazy now. I will fight for this 1 month and I'm sure that I can do it! Wish me luck guys!

Dance ;

I've been dancing for 2-3 month already and soon I'll be performing at the stage. It's a challenge at first cause I rarely performing at those stages. next week or other week, Famous Crew will be teaching at the mall and our teacher call us to join. Our teacher say that within 1 hour, we must learn the step and after 1 hour, straight forward perform at the stage. I with my friend still don't if we should join or not cause it's abit weird for us. already practice at Kediri then follow the outside one for people who never dance. quite weird of course :)) after that, Famous will be opening the audition but I'm still not so sure I can't going through still want to practice more and more but I still want to try the audition for this year :D who knows Imma through hahaha

Friends ;

I got MANY friends but I got LESS bestfriends. My only truly bestfriend is Febrina. She's totally nice to me and keep on accompany me. She shows up whenever I need her and help me alot in everything. I do cherish her alot. Not like the other friends, some betray me, some forget me,some even being stranger to me. Fine, I don't even matter about it. I keep on believing that if that thing is your it will be your forever if not then let it go and it true. Friends go? Find other one till it's last forever and I want Febrina to be my side forever! nyahahhahahaaaha

episode 56 : Long Time No Blog

14.03.2010

duh duh da lama ga update in blog aku.
da mau berjamur blog guwe :))

oh bulan MARET ! bulan yg sangat ga baik tuk aku.
bnyk masalah yg ku hadapi dlm bulan ini.
capek juga bnyk masalah gitu.
dengan juga temen aku.
problem nonstop with us.
CHAM AA ! :))
betul2 bukan bulan kita gan.
wkakakaa

hmm, got nothing say with my life now.
nothings special.
I'm bored being human.
we just repeat the same things.
I'm bored with it
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episode 55 : I Welcome You Happy New HU :D

13.02.2010

Yihaaaaa~ da 30 me ni skrng :D just waiting for the clock strike to 00:00 and it CNY :D
30 me ini aku celeb di hbay bareng temen guwe nie. ntah seru ga ya. moga2 seru2 saja deh :D
walopun dikit kita. hahahaa. tar pasti ketemu2 gitu. tar ju rame liao da. hahaa
can't wait for this CNY :D
Valentine ? nah, single guwe tahun ini. lagian aku ga mementingkan kok sm topic nya " LOVE" itu.
lebih suka sendirian. soalnya ku lihat semua putus pasti sedih. end with sadness. never thought to have a BF right now. just want to play as I can. enjoy my teenage life :D Love later deh :))

PS : Maaf atas post nya makin pendek. soalnya ntah mau bilang lagi. hwahwaha. soo see ya all. Happy New HU. RAWRR :D

episode 54 : Sibuk deh. hahaa

09.02.2010

aww, da lama ya aku ga ngeblog. trus les, buat project,belajar MT.
haduh2, sibuk deh guwe makin lama.
kadang, emg yg aku minta buat schedule aku padat2. tapi kadang2 capek juga tao.
prtama emg seneng kalo wktu padat. agar ga bisa ol trus. tapi aku malah ga seneng. krna kecapekaan. gada waktu rest aku. cuma pas tidur doang bisa nya.
tidur pun besok nya harus bangun pagi2. capekk deh aku ini. ga lama lagi bisa stress la :))
si boe lah ? hahaaaa.

da mau CNY nie temen2 :) xan kemana saja 30me ?
aku ntah mau kemana wak. kemungkinan bareng temen ke hbay sana lewatin deh.
kemungkinan di rumah saja. ada sie yg ajak ke resort gitu. tapi, ga kenal banget sama mrka. so no no deh :D sorry ya friends :)
kebetulan banget juga Vday bareng CNY. pagi prgi pai cia, malem nya nge-date la ya :))
tahun ini single deh guwe. tapi gapapa ! mending single daripada double. bnyk masalah tar. haha
then2 masak sekolah cuma libur 3 doang saja ? sabtu minggu nya man trmasuk. kan emg kita ada libur mah sabru minggu, emg la Mondial, uang da di korupsi, Holiday pun juga mau korupsi.
makin cupu saja Mondial ini makin lama. hahahaa
da lah, paling semua orng mpe senin depan nya baru masuk. ikut senin baru masuk deh aku. haha. *pai kia mood on liao*

PS : Will be less write my blog. I'm getting busier these few day. Sorry my beloved readers :)

episode 53 : I love Today ! :D

04.02.2010

today, as usually going to school. then study.study.
when is recess time, my class was earlier go to the canteen. so we suggest to eat Ayam Penyet since the belacan look likes very nice. hahaah
after pay the money, we directly go to find a sit and sit.
suddenly Reynold coming and ring the bell and shout. I though that he is calling the SD to line up already. isn't. He shouting that there were a fire. Yuli and I thought that it was just a fire drill, so we just walk slow slow and see around Mondial. Desvie,Erlita & Suri already go in there far. hahaa
but when we going out from the building, we see the smoke are flying there flying here. the PLN box have caught in fire. so its the real one, Mondial are caught in fire. suddenly we meet our adviser Tch.Jeanette. she was so panic till she hold Yuli hand and shaking. what a timid teacher =))
bis tuh, kita ke dalam mondial gitu, soalnya di luar panas sangat eee. boe tahan la. hahaa
mau nya si sekalian ambil bag. krna hape guwe di atas ! argggg~
tapi Reynold ga kasih kita naik. eek laa. ga bakal meledak la Mondial ini, hahaha
setelah 10min gitu, Reynold ju kasih kita naik prgi ambil brang kita. very good !
semua langsung chionggg aaa~ :))
setelah ambil harta2 :)) kita, langsung cabut deh 1-1 :))
aku sama desvie cabut ke rumah Linda. feb & xz pulang rumah duluy.
ga lama gitu, mama Linda dtang, ya pulang deh. ByeBye Mondial.
pas da di rumah Linda, kita ju ke kamar dye baring2 la. ngomong2 la. hahaha
sebntar gitu ju prgi jemput febrina. mau prgi makan kita, haha
habis jemput febrina, kita ke kediri makan.
hmm, enk wak makan kediri trnyata . sampe2 kita makan mpe 200an. -_-
habis makan, kita ju ke MM. go to see see some dresses. but gada lii.
so we decide go to the studio. to take a sit.
kira2 10mnt gitu la kita ddk. bis ituy k HBM.
ngilerr guwe di HBM, baju nya bagus2 uyy ! but then pas itu aku ga bawa uang. huhu
harus ajak mamak guwe ke sana liao :))
habis keliling HBM, prgi jemput jessica.
pas otw ke rumah jessica, kita ketemu jalan yg sangat rusak. then kita waving2 gitu.
seruu ee ! :)) kita trtawa sana trtawa sini. wkakakakaa
bis tuh, buka lagu yg ON aaa. sibe songg~ hahahaa sing here sing there. hwahwahwa
then sudah sampe rumah jessica, dye malah lagi mandi. yailah. so harus tunggu deh.
sambil tunggu sambil gila2 di mobil take picture la nyanyi2 la. serba ada :))
pas da siap sie jessica, kita ju ke rumah linda rest2 mpe jam 5 lwt gitu.
ju siap2 tuk ke kediri sana lagi tuk latihan dance.
today was my 1st day for the dance. I quite nervous. haha
but luckily the teacher are so nice to us. hahaaha
when in the half of the session, some people are dancing beside us.
1 word for them " BRAVO " really good ee. they really put their all energy to dance.
really good then. then jessica ask the teacher when we can do like, the teacher said that around 3 months like that. I'm starting to daydream, if I could dance like that, proud of myself aa :))
then start from that time I promise myself to work hard to the dance. for the next year audition. and enjoy the dance. hahahaa
even thought is tired but still I must do it !

episode 52 : 1st day of February

01.02.2010

MUST DO IT REALLY REALLY HARD !

hari ini adalah 1st day of February. full with excited men. mulai dari February ini, aku mulai sibuk liao. tiap hari ada les. sabtu minggu try not to going out guwe. co hokia :)) & the other side, save money ee. hahahaha ! starting February I hope that my life can turn 360*. tapi kek nya ga bisa deh. hari ini aja cuma gara2 aku ga jaga air panas, da kenak marah. hari pertama February da kenak marah apalagi esok esok nya. ga berani prgi pikir deh. huff.
sekarang aku lagi berusaha tuk mengejar semua pel yg ku ketinggalan yg ga ngerti. aku sekarang lagi aiming for top 10 :D aku harus berkerja super duper GIAT sekarang. kalo ga, ga bakal aku dapet di top 10. and, bulan ini ada bulan ulangan. aku mau PROVE that to those people who think that I'm stupid or what that I can beat them badly and get thier rank. hwahwahwah ! can I ? let try a shot bah :) GBM.

INLA ? GTH ! :))

besok da selasa nie. asikk deh. apalagi pel2 bsk santay2 lagi. MANTAFF deh. hahahaa
tapi kecuali PE. kek nya ada senam INLA lagi. Ishhh~ menJIJIKAN! bukan buat orng senang tapi buat orng makin BENCI saja. huff. ga cocok buat kita ank SMP-SMA woyy. cocok tuk SD ituh. mrka kan lebih active. hahahaa. ga kek kita di suruh gerak aja gamau :))
trnyata INLA itu FREE lo. pantesan Mondial mau kasih mrka lama2 di Mondial. tambah minggu ini da 2 minggu ee mrka di sini. ada yg bilang kalo mrka 6 minggu di Mondial. WTF ?! kalo betul2 6 minggu, aku mending cabut trus deh. malas aku gerak senam yg menJIJIKAN itu :)) mending maen basket,volley atopun badminton. lebih ASIKKKK ! bilang mpe getu parah wak aku :)) ckckck. maaf la kalo kelewatan. hahahaha.

episode 51 : Dance.Dance.Dance

30.01.2010

okey, from 04.02.2010 start on, I'm going to Kediri there to learn dance. recently I'm not doing any sport right now. because of those stupid boy ! keeps on playing futsal then we cannot play volley. even we can, but still not enough people. *Sigh* so what we do in pe period is, just watching the boys playing futsal. boring sia. hahahaa.
I just follow dance tution for fun yet I also can exercise too and maybe can joining the audition for going to the club. wkakaka. If can go in, happy aaaa. :))
at 1st, Linda,Jessica,Febrina already go to Kediri last Thursday. they said that the teacher quite friendly & the best part is his patience ! good.good.good.
I just can't wait for this Thursday. I'm curious about it. Yihaaaaa !
faster2 Thursday please god ! amiennnnnnnnnn~

today, I woke up at 7++ like that. for the remedial. actually I'm so lazy to go. but for the sake of post of MTK, so I go. hahahaaa. When the clock is pointed to 8 o'clock, me & my friends waiting for the MTK teacher coming. Fuck sia, she so late. we wait till 8.30++ like that. she come late. but never mind la. waste her time what. then after attending the remedial, I'm going to the futsal there. to find my friend. when reached there, yeah, they were there. then for awhile, they are going for the MTK remedial. So, I was been leaved there at the futsal court. Nothing to do sia while waiting for my mum coming. so I just watching the futsal. hahahaa. Kinda 30 minute like that for waiting my mum. my goshhh. I'm going fainted then. :))
when mum already fetch me, well of cause go home nah. aihyay, so bored at home. want to go friends house but cannot. got no car. grrr~ so just be a good girl at home. hahaha

episode 50 : Tiba2 terpikir quotes gitu :)) aneh ya ? hahaa

29.01.2010

day by day, I'm start to feel tired.
tired of being myself.
myself, doesn't mean anything.
anything that you want I to be

episode 49 : Another Fight

24.01.2010

There another fight between me & my parents. It just because of my stubbornness. I keep on told my parents to make a room for myself in my new home but they not allowed me to. They keep on saying my sister don't have the dare to sleep by herself and I replied them that let her to have the habit to sleep by herself. I was so vexed at that time. I just want to have my own room. I just want a room that just between me & my room. Small ? never mind, as long I have a room for myself.
My dad said that if he make a room for me, he have to waste more money on it. The renovation, the interior like that. I know it feel bad for it but hey dad, your daughter already 14 this year now. You got no reason for not giving me a room. A room just like my secret base, a place where I feel comfortable with it, a place where anywhere is my things and I need it so much dad, or not, I don't mind to sleep at downstairs. I'm not afraid with it. alright, dad ?

episode 48 : Back To Present :D

23.01.2010

Huff, akhirnya ngeblog lagi deh. da 1 minggu gitu kek nya da gak blog. agak sibuk beberapa hari ini.
project & pr sekolah makin banyak sekarang. dan aku sedang mengejar nya. I try to make my school perfect. try to make it good. Aku ga pengen lagi kenak marah sama ortu. ga pengen lagi santay2 aja sekarang. ga pengen lagi jadi Ivon Andriani 2009.
I try to make my life perfect as I can. I know there is no perfect in this world. but I will try & I want it very much. Can I ? I also don't know. But I willing try a shot for it. Hope I can do it. :D

MYSELF ?

aku gatao aku itu orng kek gimana. I can be crazy. I can be geek. I can be talkative. I can be stubborn. I can be playful. I can be friendly. I can be fierce. I can be ignoring. anything that I can be. Who am I actually ?
I also don't know. Aku gini ya gini. mau gitu ya gitu. no one can stop me. aku paling ga suka kalo orng urusin hidupku. aku paling benci. aku mau hidup gini ya gini. aku gamau ganti. emg hidupku mau gitu ya mau gimana xan. aku ga peduli dengan apa yg xan anggap aku. xan mau anggap aku munfik juga bisa. anggap aku gila juga bisa. anggap aku stubborn juga bisa. aku ga mentingin sama kata2 xan itu. buat stress aja dengarin kata2 xan semua. kata2 itu semua ga trganggu sama aku. so, just save it people. I wont fall by that stupid word !

episode 47 : 1 Month to go is CNY :D

14.01.2010

yes people ! I would love to tell all of you that, 1 month to go to Chinese New Year. Can't wait. But I don't know where to celebrate. Every year, after eat reunion dinner, I'm just staying at home. Nothing to do, just waiting for the countdown show. Bored sia. I never celebrate it when the clock raise to 00:00. Like going out to other place like that. I'm just see the firework blast off in front my home. Not nice la. I want I'm the want who blast off the firework. I never blast a single fireworks. Never feel how it blast out from my hand. Cause my Dad not allowed me to play fireworks. Sigh*. I hoping that this year eve Chinese New Year, I got some event with my friends either cousins :) Better with friends, so that I can blast off fireworks with them ! cihuyyyy :D

This year I hope I got more money than last year :) I will not waste it. But I will save it ! Save it for very important things :) Would I make it ? I also don't really think I can do it. But I'll try my very hard to do it. Must save money for this whole year. No more spending money at not useful things. Target for the whole year save 2juta :D Hope I can do it. Wish me luck ! :)

episode 46 : In 2010 I Hope For...

13.01.2010

I wish I hope that I got this things in 2010 :D

1st : A Brother.

I do really hope for a big brother. I don't like to be the biggest. I want to be the smallest or in the second rows. Cause to be the biggest it give me kinda burden. == I want to be a good sister. I don't want to be a good BIG sister. I don't really like it so much. Why do I hope for a brother ? Cause I'm can talk to him my trouble. Just like my secret and etc. Cause obviously he will help me to find the way out or solve the problem. Then of course he will teach me to I think. I don't know why I believe that if I got big brother, he will be my side always. Keep on be more mature like that. I just got that feeling. I don't why too @@
I got outside brother, but not so open with them. don't really dare to talk with them my secret. There some one who i can trust. He's not my brother yet his not my boyfriend too. But, when i get trouble, I will find him. He didn't blame for not finding him if nothing special like that, in the other side, he help me. Tell me want to do & tell me something I don't know. I do really enjoy to talk with him. A thousands thanks for the EAR orgil ! :D

2nd : A Trip To Taiwan & Guangzhou.

oh my, I do really want to go Taiwan & Guangzhou to play. They said, Taiwan & Guangzhou theme park is so awesome. Once you play, you gonna freaking out. Wkakaka. I don't know is true or not. But I hope is true :D Cause I love the feeling. Your stomach like going up going down. So fun ee then scream loud as you can :)) relaxing men~ :D
In Genting one also awesome la. But think Taiwan & Guangzhou one more amazing.
Taiwan, I want to play the most fast in Taiwan " Eagle ". Guangzhou, I want to play the most long in Asia " Roller Coaster "
Hope some day, I will go there and play it ! Amiennnnnn~ :))

3rd : A Personal Computer.

I got laptop already. But I prefer to have a computer. Cause, it will be more easy for me to edit photo, playing game & put my all file inside. I got some many things ee. Put in 4GB usb still not enough. == I got to buy a personal computer when I moving out. Must have ! :))

4rd : Learning To Drive A Car

I hope that, when i got a good score, then my parents will allowed me to learn drive car. Actually, I can drive already. Only not so smooth la. Newbie what. Not yet pro*pro lah. hahaha. My parent say have to learn at the learning place. So that it will be save. Play save one. Ahyay, just the same what.Also learning how to drive :)) Since they willing to giving out the money, why not let them pay :)) Hope la when Sec 3 I already can drive car. :D

Moga*moga dapet aja deh. Ga usah berharap trlalu banyak juga tuk mendapatkan.
yang penting wishing aja deh :)

episode 45 : Avril Lavigne & Beyonce Knowless

11.01.2010

--> Avril Lavigne

gyaaaa~ she damn cool. she is so EMO ! i love her so much.
i have start fans with her since her " under my skin " album. i start with her " My Happy Ending " songs. it really meaning full. really nice.

in year 2007, she release her new album again named, " the best damn things " it cool men all the songs inside. especially " When You're Gone " " Girlfriends " " The Best Damn Things " " I Can Do Better " just love it very very much !
go to karaoke cannot miss that song :)) but not all song have in happy puppy. too bad.

i'm waiting for her next album. so excited to hear her songs. her voice was so unique.
it so different from other. she just really unique for me ! :D

--> Beyonce Knowless

actually, i just start fans with her for these few day.
i love the beats of beyonce songs. it makes people won't stop to listen her song & follow the beats.
cihuyyyy ! woo oh oh oh oh oh . :))
her " Crazy In Love " do really stand out. the beats men. people who don't know the song will also in love with this song. really nice.
" Helo " also nice. slow slow one. but nice. haahaha
she also will release her album soon. hwahwhahwa

who knows avril & beyonce album will release together.
gyaaaaa~ happy aaa. :))
can't wait for their new album ! :D

episode 44 : rotten apple

08.01.2010

yes, i'm a rotten apple.
nilai udh jelekk, hny bisa berfoya*foya, hny tau maen makan tidor aja.
apa yang dibilang sm papaKu itu semua betul.
gini papaKu bilang " kamu yah, sekolah apaan ? sekolah mpe nilai gitu jelekk.
tuh lah, internet trus. ga pernah bantu mamaMu kerja housework. hny tau maen aja di otakMu itu. tar besar bo eng kai la kamu. apa*apa ga mau belajar. hny tau mau enk aja. tar gede kamu baru tau rasa. kamu jadi orang bo eng hai si. pergi sana tinggal sama pamanMu di Tiban. gamau aku ada ank kek kamu gitu bo eng. seperti rotten apple aja kamu ini. semua ga bisa. "
aku pun merasa salah banget. sekolah ga sekolah bagus*bagus. habisin uang aja aku sekolah diMondial.
aku ini, ga tau apa nama nya " HIDUP "
i'm a useless person && sangat uselesss. ga ada masa depan aku.
cita*cita pun pasti ssh mau capai. da no hope aku ini.
tapi ! aku ga gampang putus asa. semester 2 harus dalam 10 besar.
aku serius sekarang ga mau lagi aku di blang rotten apple lagi.
gamau !
aku mau buktiin kalo aku itu bukan rotten apple.
aku harus keep strong not to be rotten apple.
no more relaxing. must serious now.

episode 43 ; damn no mood !

07.01.2010

grrr~ i really hate this day.
why do you keep on saying me ?
aku pun ga bersalah. walopun ada, ok, aku bilang sorry.
tapi apa kamu ga pikir, kata*kata yang kamu bilang itu nusuk banget ke hati ku ini.
walopun benci, harus mpe gitu apa buatin aku ?
aku pun ga berbuat gitu sm kamu. apa sih mau nya kamu itu ?
aku ini bukan mau bilang kamu. tapi you are too over.
buet malemKu ini penuh dengan marah aja.
berani maen belakang napa ga mao maen depan aja.
langsung settle semua prob. aku sama kamu. pussy kao gitu aja ga berani.

lemme tell you, you don't ever mess up with me anymore. or else, i will pay a thoundsands time
than what you did to me !

episode 42 : 1st day of school

06.01.2010

1st day of school, nothing to do.
just talk*talk with eulice && erlita.
only study for one subject only, fisika. ( rajin nya kita ini :)) )
hari ini pulang jam 3. apa bedanya neng ? cepet 1 jam doang kok.
bo yi si aaa. capede mondial ini. hahaha
hari ini sekolah, fine*fine aja si. nothing special laaa.
damn bored menn di sekolah hari ini. hahaa

pulang, langsung k Bcs mau tindik anting*anting ke2 di telingaKu
tapi sebelah aja sie. takut tindik 2-2, bengkak tar. haha
pergi tindik di miss seventeen sono.
pas tindik agak cemas.
karena da lama ga tindik. takut sakit sangat,
tapi sebentar aja sie sakit nya., soalnya ad alkohol. hahaha
tar kapan*kapan ada ke Bcs baru tindik sebelah nya dehh.
gangster aaa aku ini :))
tapi gapapa deh. yang penting suka. hahaha