episode 116 : Never Felt This Way Before

19.08.2011

cry cry cry...
I'm such a crybaby !
cry yesterday night and this morning
my parent is just so emotional
i did nothing wrong this morning...
going down as usual at 7.30
and my sister keep on complaining
she's complaining that we're gonna be late
and the fuckess things,
they scold me for going down late
my parent were so furious at that time
they still blaming for that accident
I know,
they STILL blaming me !
Come on dad and mum !
this is what the risk of driving !
why can't you guys just accept it and stop blaming on me ?!
PLEASE !
your words haunted me !
yesterday night, around 10.30++ I cried !
I'm thinking what did my parent said and the accident scene
cry a lot !
I never cry till like this before
really really hurt at that time :(
then today morning, crying while driving
but not cry till like yesterday night.
then at the school too !
when mandarin class...
no teacher and some of my friend when to medical check up
I cried in front of linda
i never cry in front of my friend before
this is the very first time
I just feel so fucking SAD !
my mood really down at school today !

I'm hoping tonight, my parent won't scold me again
won't get mad at me when I do something wrong
please please please
I really can't stand it.
I don't want to cry anymore !
please help me god !
x

episode 115 : Bad Day !

18.08.2011

today, a very bad day for me !
hit a motorcycle today !
and sibe cui dpn nya
i don't really understand why the infront can be crush until like that
actually, I just hit his back only
yet, my car only got few scars only
I just don't get it !
at first i didn't want to pay.
but the biggest mistake lies on me!
if I didn't hit his back, then he won't hit the in front car and then infront cover won't crushed
yeah of course dad scold me like hell!
and he don't even give me a chance to explain about this
he keep on blaming me
yes, this is my fault
i won't fight back
but deep inside of me, I really wanted to fight back
it just... sigh :(
luckily, they didn't fall down
if they fall down,
mgkn saja gw bisa2 ke lindas mrka
ugh..........
i was texting with my violin tch at that time
aku ada rem.
tapi agak lepas2 gitu rem nya
jadi masih jln mobil nya
and suddenly hitted the motor
really fuck one
my sister, not tell me if I am so close with the motorcycle
she just keep on silent
and when I hitted the motorcycle she say something
I'm like WTF !
haish, let it flow
this is the last time I will hit any transportation !
seriously, I should really not play phone when driving
it really will make accident sia !
learn my mistake liao !
drive carefully !
don't try to play with your phone while driving guys !
REMEMBER THAT !

episode 114 : Indonesian Independence Day !

17.08.2011

yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY INDONESIA !
66 years old already
thanks for giving me a home like this
thanks you so much !
where I can eat all spicy food in here
my family, my friends, my car, my home
gah, just can't find this in overseas !
illegal driving licenses.
HAHA !

celebrated it in school yesterday
fun day !
when out from morning till night !
here's some picture of the day ! :D


oh hey, lina brings her nikon too today
I was so bored that time when we're singing those national songs
so, I borrow lina nikon and keep on hunting people close-up face
haha !
of couse they didn't know that i'm taking their face
cause lina's nikon lense is a near lenses
that's why I can get their funny face
haha !
here is it !



after that, it's time to parade !
just parade around mondial
that's not parade actually
that's walking in the morning !
LOL
like seriously,
it is better not to parade at all
it's meaningless just parade around mondial -_-
tiring and keep on sweating sia !


when I was about to go in to the door
i saw some of the student were been punished
because of using slippers
haha
pity them...

when back to our class directly
thanks god it's cold !
rest for awhile and keep on taking picture
haha !
some using linda's galaxy tabs
some using lina's nikon


around 10 o'clock
SMP/SMA when to serbaguna for the event
which host by Pak Willy and Bu Kris

opening by The Avengers
vocals : Eric Pang & Hendra Lim
guitarist : Kendy Loy ( Lead ) Chrisman Tanato ( Rhythm ) Marcelino ( Bass )
Drum : Adriel

singing " Bendera " by Indonesia Idol and " Like a G6 " Far east movement ft Dev


after the opening,
here come the dance !
by all SMP 1-3
they dance beautifully ! brilliant !
i love cindy brigitta group the most !
they just sooooo sexy ! awww
the boys are drooling at that time :))


and federick group too
the michael jackson dance and the b-boy battle
totally rule !

and almost forget the group of felina's
they're dancing gracefully !
using anime song
which we absolutely don't understand the language
haha

after that, it's time to for the judges to deliberate
will the judges choosing the winner
Lui perform his solo !
FOR SMA 1 !
haha
a really great SOLO indeed

time to tell the winner
haha
1st plcae : Felina's group
2nd place : Federick's Group
3rd : Cindy's group
Congrats to them

after knowing whose the winner,
it's time to go home of course !
but ! i didn't go home
when to cabe galak with my friend for lunch
then nh to watch cinema
hey guys! u guys must watch FAST n FURIOUS 5 !
is so fvcking awesome !
must watch must watch !
after watching fast five,
when to jco for chilling..
eating yogurt and talking
then around 6++ like that
when to dutamas angkringan for dinner
till 8++ i think
haha
a really fun day indeed !

i love my friends !
i love how freedom am I right now !
i love my life !
i hope this will maintain forever !
thanks god for giving me this kind of life !
thanks you ! thanks you !

PS : I don't own these pictures and most of the picture not me the one who took it

episode 113 : Music Video

15.08.2011

The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
And I'm a house of cards
You say my name for the first time, baby, and I
Fall in love in an empty bar

And you stood there in front of me just
Close enough to touch
Close enough to hope you couldn't see
What I was thinking of

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
So reach out open handed
And lead me out to that floor
Well, I don't need more paper lanterns

Take me down, baby bring on the movie star
'Cause my heart is beating fast
And you are beautiful I could wait patiently
But I really wish you would

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
I run my fingers through your hair
And watch the lights go out
Just keep your beautiful eyes on me

Gonna strike this match tonight
Lead me up the staircase
Won't you whisper soft and slow
I'd love to hate it
But you make it like a fireworks show

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Sparks fly, baby smile, sparks fly




[Verse 1]
It's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with the best of them
You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A centerfold miracle, lyrical
You've saved my life again
And I want you to know baby

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Verse 2]
Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
There's no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I've been rescued
I've been set free
I am hypnotized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are... And I want you to know baby

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Bridge]
No one compares
You stand alone, to every record I own
Music to my heart that's what you are
A song that goes on and on

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

I love you...like a love song...

episode 112 : what can you do when your good isn't good enough ?

09.08.2011

oh finally ! I can blog !
speedy been so fvck these day
sorry bout that

many things happen these few days
complicated
first with my friends
second with parent
sigh
a lil bit stress out
haha

what can you do when your good isn't good enough ?
and you will be blamed for a unaccepted reason
do you feel angry ?
do you cry ?
yeah, I cried yesterday
yesterday morning and yesterday night
scold by my parent with unaccepted reason
super #galau ~
luckily, linda and jimmy chat me when I updated my status
so had a talk with em
thanks you guys!
for the advise.
for listening to me.
thanks you so much !
I LOVE YOU GUYS !
there's nothing i can say,
u guys are so awesome!
hope we will maintain our friendship like this !
x

talk alot today with erlita,yuli and feb at school
we're talking about those girls stuff
haha
semenjak naik kls SMA ini,
jujur aja, sdh mau cntik
mau bljr make up. mau pake baju yg modern2 skrng.
sumpah deh! mkin gmn gitu hahaha
tapi sebagai cewe mah emg gitu mah
semua cewe jg mau cntik kok
harus bljr pake rok jg !
jarang bgt gw pake rok keluar..
celana mulu.. haha
hrs pelan2 bljr deh
skrng bljr makeup dulu
bukan makeup yg lebay2 gitu
tapi basic nya doang~
pake eyeliner gitu saja
eyeshadow dll tunggu eyeliner da perfect baru bljr deh
haha
bljr tuk ikut trends
sangat amat envy sm cewe yg pny body bgs. body figure yg bgs

" coba bdn gw juga kek gitu
beh, berani pake bikini nih gw di bali ! "

kalimat yg sering di ucapkan oleh erlita =))
emg sih, siapa yg ga brni pake bikini kalo badan nya bgs ?
hahaha

kelas gw tuh FREAK BALI semua
planning nya sih rame2 ke bali pas naik kls
wuish entah asli ato ga
tapi moga2 jadi! asekkkkkkkkkk~
bali babe ! \m/
anw, I love my class :)
i have a really awesome class this year :)
love em ttm!
x